It was like a dream, a reality that doesn’t exist. I was dumbfounded
from the first day I saw her. she was attractive, gorgeous and fabulous but my mind yearns for something more. Something beyond her beauty.
I was captivated, lost in the wonders that is her. Trying not to lose myself I tried to make sense of it but to no avail.
It has been long since I felt this way. It has been long since my heart and mind have been aligned.
Both Wanting and seeking the same thing. l can’t remember the last time I’ve felt this way. She is a star, shining so bright that it warms my heart. She is like the sun because she makes the darkness go away.
It was disappointing. I was furious but my gentle nature got the best of me.
My heart still yearns for her but my mind is slightly giving up. Now I’m confused, am I losing interest? Should I push harder or leave it to fate? I am scared, terrified that being me won’t work. But being me is the only thing I know.
Is a lie worth it? Is deception the way to go? It’s working for them, it might work for me. Then the voice in my head said snap out of it. They are not you and you are not wired that way.
Will you sell your soul to impress? Or be yourself and experience pure acceptance, pure love that is not shrouded in lies.
Then I ask myself is this Love at first sight or am I losing my mind?
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